Wednesday, March 21, 2012

On My Heart

Today, I wanted to share something very tender, personal, and close to my heart. This month officially marks a year since hubby and I have been off birth control. 

Now, before I go and get my nerves in-a-bundle I have to remember that we weren't actively "trying". And this just shows that this year is a result of "no accidents" occurring. Which some of us may be saying is a blessing; while to me it leaves me wondering

Should I believe strictly in what my doctor says that "most likely it will be difficult for you to get pregnant on your own" or....
do I turn it over in Gods hands. 
Let Him lead me, guide me, morph me. As I and hubs embark on this beautiful journey.

Every night, I usually fall asleep saying a little prayer to God. Last night was no different. Expect I felt a myriad of emotions. 

All of which made me feel that this whole situation is in God's hands.
I have complete trust in Him

I also came to the reality that even though I feel like, or may say, 
"things always work out."

I know that this is because of Him!